20 December 2009

oh my friend

if this world makes you sad
call my name whenever and wherever
i'm always your personal 911
your 5-minutes standby, yeah, yeah

the sorrow that you feel isn't sorrow
it's a rope of fate that has bonded us together
lean on me, it's okay if you cry
i'll hold you without saying a word

i'll run to you non-stop, even in the rain
through the rough wind, yeah
now i will block every heavy burden
and dark shadow behind you

oh my friend, oh my friend
i will be your friend forever
oh my friend, oh my friend
i live only because of you

oh my friend, oh my friend
i will silently be the tree behind you
oh my friend, oh my friend, my friend
i love you, my dear friend

let's rock and roll man, i don't control
close your eyes and open your heart (love and peace)
the hope you dreamed of, trust me
tell only truth without lies
even when walking straight, we limp at least once
mistakes can happen to anyone
step on your failures and get up
say goodbye to all your aching wounds

come, hold my hand and let's go
let's look for the lost dream again
let's fly together, let's brush off dust
let's go together, the person next to you as well
we can't see an end but the future is bright
there are many chances because we are young
let's love each other
let's scream louder, FREEDOM!

oh my friend, oh my friend
i will be your friend forever
oh my friend, oh my friend
i live only because of you

oh my friend, oh my friend
i will silently be the tree behind you
oh my friend, oh my friend, my friend
i love you, my dear friend

leave the boring lifestyle, as you've dreamed
run towards your dream, dear
go away, go away, let's go away, baby

big bang, no brain
once again
everybody, JUMP!

oh my friend, oh my friend
i will be your friend forever
oh my friend, oh my friend
i live only because of you

oh my friend, oh my friend
i will silently be the tree behind you
oh my friend, oh my friend, my friend
i love you, my dear friend

-'"oh my friend"-
big bang feat no brain
credit to theREALiVIPSUBS for the translation

this song is dedicated to a friend..
the song that introduced us to big bang's world..
the song that have became our most favourite..
remember friend,
i'm always your personal 911
let's fly together!
ma cheen goo~love you!


10 December 2009


it had been three weeks since my looong holiday(yes,it is. approximately 8 months) starts. and in this three weeks my home was internetless which cause me like cacing kepanasan, katak bawah tempurung, kepala dalam kotak. abang had been re-formatting the computer but did not re-install the internet connection. we argued much since then with me insisted him to fix it but he refused to do so(it is easy for him to live without internet as he is not a kpop freak who lives outside korea and need the net to update with the latest news). but i have to admit, in the end of the day, i was thankful for his indifference to my complaints. because now we have streamyx!(grinning). ok, i know it is not something that i need to brag about. let me just keep it to myself why in the world i am so happy.

the first and second week going on smoothly. i stopped sleep after subuh prayer, going to kitchen to make breakfast. my(which then became our) favourite menu is rice porridge serves with peanut, anchovies, salted egg, salted radish.

problem started on the third week. i'm still trying to fix it but it seemed endless. ouch! it really hurts...

22 November 2009

a night to remember

it's gonna be the night to remember
come on now!
big fun, alright
it's gonna be the night to remember
we never ever ever forget!

finally, our last night in ktt arrived....

i'm involved in opening dance performance.. a complicated garment.. 30 minutes to wear it plus make-ups only to perform a 3-minutes dance..

guess which one i am?


is, me, etty n shahril

the tangga.. k.own loves it very much

housemates forever!fana, me, is n k.own

my 1.5 years roommate

everyone loves taking photo in this corner.. pretending to be dummy.. i'm too busy to be "the dummies" =p.. that is why i don't have any photo here

with christine, the neighbour... i really love her dress

fifi, kak own n kak lina

shahril, etty, hana-chan n nurul

as we go on we remember
all the times we had together
as our lives change comes whatever
we will still be
friends forever.....

special thanks to dewi, dynas and fana for introducing korean world to me.. without you guys, i would never knew big bang say to have their photobook(hehe~).. to shahril for escorting me to my tangga, carrying my stuffs almost everynight.. to etty, k.own, is and fifi for being such a good friend..

p/s: special thanks to big bang for all their hard works in making good musics for us, their fans.

see you guys again this March!


19 November 2009

big bang is my VIP

my real mission yesterday was to search and buy a nice and suitable something-to-wear for the graduation dinner of class oct/nov 09 which the theme of the banquet is 'the prom night' at time square or mid.. the prom night where everyone(if not, most of them i guess) will wear beautiful luxurious evening gown(as far as i'm concerned-hehe...-it is not easy to find a cheap yet beautiful astounding admirable dress).. so, together with my fellow shopping friends, we set off to ts at 8.30am..

there is a small shop in ts, selling imported goods from korea.. i had never been there before.. knows about it from my friend.. it is 10.30am and i went to the 5th floor, in search of the long-to-go shop.. as i entered the shop(My Star-its name) my heart jumped joyfully.. loads of big bang's, dbsk's, suju's and extra2 s's posters, keychains, stickers et cetera and even socks printed with faces of the idols are also available.. but pity me, even a pair of socks rm12.90.. ah~life=money.. but, after a quick yet careful thinking and consideration, i decided to buy a pair of socks with GD's cartoon on it.. it is cute though..

i was alone in that small but cosy(obviously! surrounded by faces of my idols-eventhough they are just in posters-one can tell just by looking at my face, i am very happy as if i am surrounded by the real pretty boys) when an ahjusshi(he is the shop owner) asked me who my idol is..

big bang.
urm..uncle, do you have big bang photobook?
oh,yes! that one, the purple one up there.
can i have a look at it?pleaseee...
sure.. this one is the last piece we have. after this if someone want, we have to order it from korea. it's quite hard to get this thing. not sure if they have much stock left.

i really very wanted this photobook since forever but living in the countryside=kampung=remote area without credit card to buy it online.. everybody knows how it will turned up to be..a zero.. (nevermind..)

how much is it uncle?
oh my!

i only have rm300 and a dress costs at least a hundred.. how? how?

uncle, how about GD's heartbreaker?

aishh...too bad.. i want this album too actually...

or do you want big bang's hoodie?280..

ouch!(i love this hoodie-it is an art)..

daesung in the hoodie

i must buy it! no matter what. there is no way i will ever found this book again.. this is my one and only chance.. put aside the socks and buy the photobook......this book is the most precious thing i ever bought in my life.. it is just soooo wonderful!

but the problem now is, how am i gonna buy a dress when all my money miraculously turned into big bang photobook? urm..it is not a big problem.. i can just wear baju kurung(it is an english cotton baju kurung and totally unsuitable for a night event,but hey!who cares?i'm cool~ =p)

but i'm quite disappointed to find out the book's casing broke..accidentally maybe..hurm..


17 November 2009

breaking free!!!!!!!!!

(high school musical 'breaking free')

the very last paper ended just an hour ago!(smiling ear-to-ear) :D
soooooooo happpyyyyy~~~~~~
a year and half of hard(?) work(?) ends here.. can't wait to go back home.. have a date with k.own tomorrow.. dress hunting for prom night themed graduation dinner...

ahh~life is good~~


09 November 2009

at my wits' end

finally! it's over! the killer. the murderer. subject. P.H.Y.S.I.C.S... it's a total mess. don't know what happened to me. as if i never learned it before. Tsquared over Rcube equals 4pisquared over GM.. aish..

29 October 2009

what would u do if someone you love is dying?

i have just finished watching 'a millionaire's first love'. a 2006 (if i'm not mistaken) korean movie. it is a great movie. a simple yet touching love story. makes me cry! i love the scene where jae kyung gives eun hwa a bottle of capsules, asking her to take it 1 each day. i'm so suprised to find out each capsule actually contain a small love note (i thought it is a real capsule-a supplementary).

'sleep for 3 minutes. only 3 minutes'.
'eun hwa, it has been over 3 minutes'


p/s : does this type of guy really exists in this world? if do, tell me. (^_^)

25 October 2009


etty challenged me to sing 10 songs which have rap part in it, without seeing the lyrics, which means i have to memorize the songs. not the whole song actually. just the rap part. she gave me 29 days to work on it-she knows how much i love big bang and how much my music taste changed since i know them (i don't like rappers before-and still except big bang's G-Dragon and T.O.P and the DBSK boys-my friend call me bias for only supporting korean music and not doing the same for western-contained-rap-songs. so what if i am? do i look like i care??). and i have to do a 'show' in front of my housemates (maybe to sabotage me-i'm kind of nervous to sing alone in front of my non-housemate friends-they may invite few other friends-there is possibility) on the night before our graduation dinner.

if you think rapping is easy, try to rap 6 songs in korean, 1 in japanese, 1 in korean mix english and 2 in english, when you wasn't born to be a rapper and never rap before even in your own mother tongue plus never have so-called hidden talent or suprisingly-ability-to-rap plus don't have any clue about hangul even to read the roman version plus very BIG exam is coming which starts on this wednesday plus having endless EM-syndrome when it comes to study. quadruple plus.

a silly would accept this challenge. and i am that silly. why am i being so silly to take this silly ridiculous 'fear factor'(it IS a fear factor. the exam remember?) while i have a big exam await? for FUN of course!yeah.. for fun (plus can show-off in front of them when it works-evil laugh). i'm sick of being in tense mood in this 2 or 3 weeks. worrying whether i'm able to pass the exam so i can join my seniors in india, studying dentistry, seriously makes me puke. all i want now is a piece of heng-bok, not to worry too much.



19 October 2009

new era

i woke up at 8 today!quite-not-right as i usually wakes up at 8.45am(hey!i did perform subuh prayer..6.15..but went back to bed at 7) to shower and go straight to class at 9-exception on tuesday as class starts at 8. my mission today-and hopefully it will last for the next 4 weeks-being a so-called 'library hermit'(me myself invented this 'term'-but if it really exsist,you can laugh at me)..

since i started my senior semester, i suffers from EM-syndrome-the sufferer suffers from extra weary feeling eventhough they have done nothing(note that 'it' is 'feeling'-does not refer to the body condition) plus unstoppable laziness. yes, MALAS-syndrome(E is just for fun). i stopped going and studying at library during day. as compared to AS semester-i am a truly 'library hermit'..8.30am sharp everyday, monday to friday, i would be among the first student in ktt to be in lib(not to show-off but it is the truth).

so, starting from today, me, husna will keep up with the good deed(refering to the 'hermit' thing).. no more word 'malas' in my 'study dictionary'-in my 'life dictionary', word 'malas' can still be considered. (^_^)

note: big bang pic has nothing to do with this post. just for 'cuci mata' purpose.

16 October 2009


currently addicted to :
+ Kwon Jiyong aka G dragon
+ number 1 and heaven by big bang
+ hello by GD feat dara of 2NE1
+ bio, phy and chemy text books
+ past years exam papers

current staple foods :
+ twisties, mr potato, rocky, super ring, ramen (anyfood with E621....)
+ gardenia+nutella+cheeseeee.....
+ dutch lady full cream milk
+ rice?no no!

current mood :
+ exam
+ tense

current target :
+ doing very well in a2

HUSNA!!AJA AJA!HWAITING!i believe i can fly!!

05 October 2009

minggu lemak

minggu ni minggu lemak..
breakfast : mister potato 1 tin,pau segera karts, ayamas red hot crispy, ayamas chicken tempura, dutch lady full cream milk
lunch : nasi menggunung, ayam, ayam dan ayam yang dimasak dengan extra minyak
dinner : fries, ayamas red hot crispy, ayamas chicken tempura, telur rebus, kuetiau goreng, keropok bantal aka tam tam, marshmallow

menu hampir setiap hari..

terasa semakin jauh perkataan KURUS itu.... T_T

20 September 2009

raya oh raya : hari ni raya!!

hari ni raya! tak sabar nak tunggu pagi datang! ^^

19 September 2009

raya oh raya : tukang tulis dan hantu dapur

cerita 1

pernah dengar pasal hantu dapur?ayah pernah cerita, masa dulu-dulu, kat kampung ayah (kuala pilah), kalau orang tinggalkan rumah dalam masa yang lama, nanti kat dapur akan bunyi bising macam orang tengah masak.. tung tang tung tang.. orang kata, hantu dapur tengah masak. betul atau tak, tukang tulis pun tak tahu. memang jadi feveret tukang tulis duduk kat dapur sepanjang hari (baca: memang jadi feveret tukang tulis tengok tv sambil makan sepanjang hari kat dapur). tak pernah la pulak jadi benda-benda aneh macam ni. tp semalam...-bersambung...

cerita 2

tukang tulis mahu kelihatan lebih dewasa raya tahun ni. jadi, tukang tulis pun cuba pakai make-up along. tukang tulis sebenarnya tak suka kecantikan plastik ni (baca: tukang tulis sebenarnya tak tahu pakai maku-up ni).. kali terakhir tukang tulis pakai benda alah ni masa along kahwin, 2 tahun lepas.dan tukang tulis pun mengoles segala-gala yang ada depan mata ke atas muka... dan... tadaaa!!!!! tukang tulis berlari-lari ke bilik along..

ok tak?
macam penyanyi 80an

sejurus lepas tu, ayah masuk..

ok x?
macam hantu dapur

-sambungan cerita 1

....hantu dapur muncul di bilik along!

18 September 2009

raya oh raya : kisah ketupat

pagi tadi.. setelah 19 tahun tukang tulis hidup di dunia yang indah ini.. tukang tulis disuruh mak untuk belajar mengayam ketupat.. satu kejutan sebenarnya kerana selama ni, mak tukang tulis guna ketupat instant je.. mudah dan lazat.. tukang tulis pernah belajar mengayam ketupat dengan atok sebelum ni.. tapi mungkin kerana kekurangan bakat atau fokus (masalah sama dalam kelas), sampai ke hari ini, tukang tulis tak pernah berjaya menyiapkan walaupun 1 kelongsong ketupat.. jadi,dengan azam yang tinggi, tukang tulis duduk di sebelah mak..

kiri ni masuk bawah
kanan macam ni
pastu amik yang ni
masuk kat sini
bukan bukan..bukan macam tu
yang ini masuk kat sini
awak buat macam name ni?
salah ni
mak ada tiga kenapa kaklang ade 2 je?
kaklang dah salah buat ni
macam ni
tengok betul-betul

dan ayat-ayat di atas diulang-ulang sekurang-kurangnya 5 kali.. dan sekurang-kurangnya 10 kali tukang tulis cuba mengayam.. setelah setengah jam..


mungkin bukan takdir tukang tulis untuk menjadi tukang anyam ketupat yang berjaya.. tukang tulis sangat-sangat bersyukur sebab dilahirkan dalam era 'instant' ini.. kerana adanya ketupat 'instant'.. akhirnya, 50 kelongsong ketupat disiapkan di mana 0 daripadanya disiapkan oleh tukang tulis.. T_T

g-dragon and heartbreaker

falling in love with heartbreaker.. and the mv too.. cool..

thanks yugi ^^


17 September 2009

ammar I

i'm home!which also means that my role as a full-time college student changed to a full-time babysitter.. being a babysitter to an always-want-to-be-carried 8 kg 6 month old baby is not an easy job as i thought before.. as a mithali(ehem..hehe..) aunty, me who usually wake up at 9am at college have to feed ammar at around 7am.. if i'm lucky enough that morning, he will fall asleep shortly after that, which the probability for that to happen is around.. hmmm.. 0.00001.. almost impossible! my duty starts around 7am until around 8.30pm.. nothing much to do actually..need to feed and play with him.. the 'not an easy job' is that this little boy which currently playing by himself (abandoned baby..hehe~), as i said earlier, always want to be carried.. holding 8 kg load.. i mean the baby..for a quite long period of time, seriously, cause my hands almost cramp.. and yesterday, my right wrist bruise because of him.. but he is still my most favourite nephew (memang de 1 anak buah je pown..haha~)
cayunk ammar! ^^